I remember a while back, I saw a post where Heather was talking about AI. Being a comedy writer and well-versed in history, she wasn't pleased to see the direction it was going. The part that hit me the most was when she said that creativity, our ability to make stories, art, music, etc, that it was the closest thing to actual magic.
I need to get back to creating. For practice, I often draw people. Its not the worst thing in the world but sometimes I feel like a glorified printer with nothing real to contribute.
With this looming feeling of worthlessness seeping in, I need to make something and fast. I have an idea.
Tonight I see Lorde. I should be on the moon, but this feeling isn't going away. I'm sure it will, someday, just not now. Being better, mentally, does not make me immune.
Ten days until the next canon event. I already have some books prepared.