Consultation went well. I was candid about my self-harm, previous eating disorder, my poor self-image, growing lack of motavation, my one suicide attempt and the fact that I think about it, A LOT. I was taken aback when the guy addressed the fact that my brain is very logic oriented and the fact that I have certain thoughts is just its way of "logically" thinking and problem solving but by no means did that mean it was correct, its doing what IT thinks is correct. Does that make sense. It makes perfect sense to me. Next appointment is on 6/11/25. I am feeling hopeful. I want to tell my best friend but Kaitlyn will have to suffice for now. I feel weirdly optimistic about things. Maybe I'm foolish?