Toyata Highlander /light on. Oops!
Ameoba Sister talk? In 2025?
Trio in front of me is MEGA COOL
Some people Painted their faces. Cute!
Two short lesbians, one green hair. Big man, (redacted)! Cool anime tattoo!
My desire to self-harm came in very strong today. I know why, or rather the factors. On instagram, for some reason, there were several self-harm posts. Today one was a guy getting a beautiful bouquet of flowers over his heavily scarred arm. One was an indian girl showing her muscular quads and heavily scarred knees. The last one was particularly hurtful. Its from an instagram page meant to make fun of people. It showed a short, pasty white guy with magenta hair, black DC shoes, and black jean shorts. he had a black t-shirt on with the sleeves cut off.
The video spying on him in public then zoomed on his heavily scarred arms.
It was too mean.
So, these images didn't help, even if the first two were in a positive light.
It did help, somewhat, to ask myself why these posts distressed me.
Note: 7:35pm, someone had a medical emergency. You only see that at Danny Brown or JPEGMAFIA shows.
I hate my body. Between it being disgustingly fat and looking a way I can never reconcile with, unless I have money or connections. It feels like a prison.
The thoughts where I cut my skin and scoop out the fat are back.
They started to resurface on 02/16/25, the Chat Pile show. I know what did it but its such a stupid, crybaby reason that I will not write it down.
Will it matter in a year?
Luna Li blew all my expectations away. loved it!
Someone's lockscreen, bubble buddy holding hands with, pressumably, his bubble gf. Mega cute.
Nerd has a black snapback with Bluey dabbing.